The needle crackles as it presses upon the same tune.
With every turn you short-changed yourself.
Every weak, manipulative, broken man you could find, THAT was your prince charming.
The men who hated, who you were, what you stood for, who had zero interest in
those men who automatically assumed you would put up with their
broken record… the same sad song.
On repeat… like a needle stuck on a vinyl record groove.
You dug deep to find that pure unadulterated shit.
Those B sides no one else would listen to
Your move….my prince.
Flip it to the other side.
I know those girls, ladies, women well.
I cultivated them and then… ravaged them.
Prime rib with a side of, hell-bent on making you feel inadequate.
Thirsty men prey upon troubled souls, those which they helped create.
This endless supply of oppression, degradation, obsession, attention seeking
targeting anything that seems the least bit feminine.
You’re been handed an unequal life from the start
Convinced you are worse than, lesser than, below us.
Yet….We are you. You are us.
But we’re out of touch…
Like a one hit wonder, never to be heard from again.
Stuck in the back of a track list long…
We don’t adore the feminine, oh that faggot I’m not him…
Self hate is a horrible thing to waste precious time on.
In order to love us you must love yourselves.
I’m not talking in clichés, this is the real thing.
Smashing the record against the wall… stop listening to that crap.
The deal with this division was someone else’s decision… marking for a collision course
Look up…. that glass ceiling is covering you too.
4 thoughts on “The Groove on Repeat”
Wow! Eleana, such a powerful and deeply emotional piece. This is part rant, I feel intentionally, but much more. It is topical, sadly so, and both evocative and provocative as it cuts directly into the very issues that many either refuse to see or deny in today’s out of control interactions and refusal to understand or accept it the Real reality! This is upsetting and important. I am very moved by it.
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Thank you so much for your response and interesting point of view! Its part rant part observation indeed… been working on it for a little bit. many of the things we’ve been hearing lately about men and women (supreme court judges aside) is based on this much disturbed paradigm.
So that’s what cold fusion reads like. Righteous.
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thank you !