
Mesmerize

How does it taste?
My desire for you….
Is my flavor too much for your stomach to take?
I cooked it slowly with the age old recipe.
Spent all night blending the spices just right.
I put slices of passion in between each promise and lustful embrace.
I let the juices bubble and hiss.
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Is it too salty?
Did you leave in haste due to heartburn?
Too many cooks spoil the broth I guess.
I must confess this was a recipe for disaster.
I’m a master in the kitchen and a servant of my heart.
I’ll have to start over with this prep, follow each step to the letter
I should have known better
You can’t serve creme brulee in a plastic cup.
I love the Enigma of you…
The lusciousness you make me feel inside is oh so new
I see your gaze tracing my lines but you’re so fine it’s against the law
How did I find you? Did I design you to my measurements?
You’re a perfect fit
Holy Shit…. this is for real
All other deals are broken
This is yet unspoken, but I think I’m falling for you.
It’s my truth I know it’s scary
but on the contrary for me it’s divine to think that you could be mine…
Tonight and every night till the end of time.
Damn….
I didn’t see this coming this humming in my heart like a moan after climax
I’m trembling at your touch… is this too much?
Too much or not enough of this desire to inspire and please you
as I know you do too.
I’m you and you’re me…
This is uncanny
This litany of pleasure and pain all together again.
My tongue intertwined with yours our bodies pulsating and making waves across the
universe.
My god you’re good.
I never saw this coming
You are the prize my surprise my gift and the demise of all others before you.
I adore you.
Damn…
This is a doozy.
One of those rock and a hard place kind of moments
And every time I get to kiss you I miss you more.
Cause I’m thinking about the times that you weren’t there,
when I was kissing someone that wasn’t you.
Damn…
I know this is a big one
You are The one…
I’ve been looking for
Live Performance of this poem On May 11th 2018– Image Gallery, NYC Brooklyn
I wanted to light you on fire, ignite your desire for life.
Cause what’s the use of living if you’re only surviving and not thriving.
I try for you cause you are a blaze waiting to happen.
Its not a wild guess I confess I see it in your eyes, you need to be lit… up.
So I step up.
…
I create emotions and minor explosions in your mind.
You say you don’t feel a thing but you haven’t put your hand in the fire for a long time.
Give it a try see where it leads you.
Play with the spark, don’t rest in the embers of your previous passions
Let it happen.
Here, Now.
Enter the cypher don’t be afraid of the flame, you can’t make a mistake even if you try and fail, try again and again.
I’m not doing this for you.
Look at me.
I don’t want to prop you up and wake you up to your divine self.
You don’t need admiration or attention.
You don’t need to know “you’re handsome” all the time.
You know you’re fine. And sublime.
I love your imperfections and inflections and the way you carry your chest.
Let me confess…
The body is a vehicle for your soul so if you like soulless hoes then you gotta go far…. away from me cause I see what beauty lies beneath your crooked teeth and perfect ass.
Step aside don’t ride with me unless you’re the ride or die guy for me.
I don’t think you’re man cause you fucked 3 in one night. That’s not your might or your delight.
I love your mind. You make my brain tingle, and then I realize the prize of life is in your eyes.
I dive inside your mind and find myself naked to those emotions I guard in my heart shaped metal box.
I Let go of the hate and anger that I so staunchly support to thwart any really deep feelings form growing in my heart.
I fall apart. cause it’s too real for me. What a shame I don’t do myself one better.
And let you come in to my life…become my man my mentor my muse.
Yet I self abuse. I’m such a coward with my life.
I get run over again and again and for what, so I can suck another dick? And then?
It doesn’t seduce me , include me or soothe me…
I let others take over and walk all over me.
You’re over me.
Yeah Right.
No one else fits like me and you know it….
Good night.